TO Mr. BAROT

save me! save me! save me!

and i woke up fearly,

what i saw was barot in my dreams,

and now i say "stop smiling and looking my way"

i cannot close my eyes,

as he shivers me in my dreams.

i cannot even open my eyes to a new day,

coz its a new fight, and i am not a spartan.

get out of my mind!

you dont owe it.

get out of my life!

coz you ruined my life and you make me see hell on earth.

my mind has left giving thoughts,

you have made it a "MAJUR",

its not doing anything new,

as u are always standing my way.

i should not respect you,

i really should not respect you,

coz all it does to mind is,

TORTURE! TORTURE! AND TORTURE!!!!

MIRROR TO ME

when i see in mirror,

my vision becomes hazy and blur,

as my eyes were filled with tears,

i dont know y i wipe my tears,

trying to get rid of my fears??!!??

I am ashamed of what i have done,

or say i have not done for her,

but it hurts even more,

when i know i cant stop doing it,

even though when i know theres nothing in her.

she has hacked my mind,

and she is eating my soul,

my eyes are burning wid anger,

my throat cant even swallow that pain,

while my stomach growls even more.

i am still in front of mirror

but i dont know who i see

yes i dont know who i see

all that i know is 

this sad sight cant be me.

how did it happened to me

why do i still feel the pain

i thought i was strong

i thought i could tackle everything

i thought i was even better than that.

Beautiful Stranger In Rain

it was a cloudy day,

which made surrounding grey.

i saw a girl nearby,

which made my heart fly.

i saw her dreaming for rain dance,

which made me dance and spark chance .

we shivered and rubbed our hands,

as the wind was cold and strong enough.

it was the movie,

which made her come along me.

she sat next to me,

and a smile blossomed my face for free.

by smit modh

flashback to ears

 I listed the songs, and listen them,
some took me high,
and a few took me low,
i never knew it cud be lik this.

within the song that i hear,
a melody makes me sad,
or say reminds me my pain,
but all that changed, wen i drained my emotions.

within the uplifting songs,
few moments of heartly peace,
each line gives me the relief,
and take all my strain away.

within those inspiring songs,
makes me see the dreams,takes me to the place where i want to be,
or say it takes me away 4m the pain, and feel like in palace,
and motivates me to make my life.

these songs are nothing mre then a magic,
sometimes i listen or say i dont, so is pain,
these are gifts to us from composers,
that plants a virtual city in my mind, so are FRIENDS.

frens in my heart

I love the friends,

the way they look for me,

the way they show the care,

the way they are always there.

I love the friends,

the way they make me so happy.

And the way they hug me,

I love them.

I love the way they touch my heart,

always there to chill down my temper.

I love that they are with me,

And glad that they are mine.

by smit modh

ITS U! Oh my MISS(PAL)

 I wonder the reason

Why there is no wonder

U have been the one

The only one on my mind

In the morning

Or in the afternoon

U are the sun

That makes me shine

In my heart

Or in my mind

U r the only one

never far to come along

You are the only one

Who loved me like this

And now that you have gone

It's you that I miss

Wish u remember me, some day

Wish we walk along, some day

But until that day comes

M the game what u played with ...

BY SMIT MODH