MIRROR TO ME

when i see in mirror,

my vision becomes hazy and blur,

as my eyes were filled with tears,

i dont know y i wipe my tears,

trying to get rid of my fears??!!??

I am ashamed of what i have done,

or say i have not done for her,

but it hurts even more,

when i know i cant stop doing it,

even though when i know theres nothing in her.

she has hacked my mind,

and she is eating my soul,

my eyes are burning wid anger,

my throat cant even swallow that pain,

while my stomach growls even more.

i am still in front of mirror

but i dont know who i see

yes i dont know who i see

all that i know is 

this sad sight cant be me.

how did it happened to me

why do i still feel the pain

i thought i was strong

i thought i could tackle everything

i thought i was even better than that.